Monday, November 16, 2009
{ 8:58 AM }
i slammed my door. and sat at my bed shivering (like a drug addict) for minutes. its not that I'm cold.. but.. i didn't know what i did. i kept asking myself, what did i do. what did i do. what did i do.
its the first time that i did to someone like that. i really cant control my anger.
i kept asking myself, what did i do, till on the same night i cant sleep and i keep asking myself.
i know my apologies won't be accepted again.
and i thought that i have lost the person that i really2 love in my life.
i felt that she left me alone forever and will never come back.
pls understand me in future.
i wish not to do that again.
i really wish to.
don't leave me again :(
{ 8:50 AM }
i didnt take this pic.
went to World Drum Night at republic poly. was dam awesome! but fcuk! didnt bring my cam along as i didnt know that it was so awesome. with the colurful lighting, beautiful stage, awesome performance! hope it will happen again next year... or maybe tomorrow! haha!
Friday, October 30, 2009
{ 8:59 AM }
today is the 30th of Oct. exactly 1 year has pass. my late kompang friend a.k.a leader of kompang DSP, Allahyarham Mas Nasruddin. we all really miss him. last year we specially compose a song and we dedicade to him on our last year kompang comp. And tomorrow is also our comp day. we really have to face all of the hard teams. all of our effort training since the past few months will help us at least improve from our previous comp. AND HOPEFULLY I DIDNT MAKE MISTAKE LIKE THE PREVIOUS TRAINING DUE TO SOMETHING. hope we will bring home with trophies. insya'allah.
(i will keep thinking of you every single seconds, i love you a brilliant times)
