Monday, August 24, 2009
{ 8:54 AM }
i still love you baby no matter whatwe both seems to find difficulty in our relationship nowadays.
quarelling, argueing, fighting for the winner.
i dont know why. it started out of a sudden.
maybe she has really no mood due to some reasons? idk
'i lied + break promises + ignoring what she told me to do= im not taking care of her feelings(i dont carebout her anymore)'
is it true? definitely NO.
is she controlling me? idk.
we both seems not to understand each other anymore.
hard for us to trust each other.
why? what happen?
is not that i dont care bout you but you yourself didnt know what i want, what i need.
yeah you can say that im not the 'syazwan' that you used to know last time.
but you yourself?
you can say i didnt care bout you.
if i really didnt care, then whats the point i msging you, calling you and all that stuff.
your the one that didnt know what i really want.
i really find difficulty in our relationship now. why? no answer to it
we have to solve this fast babylove.
there must be a way.
every problems there is always a way to go to the right path. THINK.
and& i really hate to talk things out as you know.
coz you wont
never ever know who i really am.
